I hate this town.

There's nothing to do. Ever. Every day is the same. Small differences. Small things make a difference? Not really. Don't have anything to do. Just being trapped here. Anywhere. The worst thing? No one gives a fuck. Nobody is trying to change a thing. One damn thing. Nothing changes, everything stays the same, I stay in this stupid room listening to music, reading books, sleeping. Sleeping my whole life. Sitting. Not doing anything. Yea, I know it's my fault. But I don't know what to do. Why? Because there's nothing to do! Except maybe to write this blog? Well, it still doesn't make a difference. Nothing seems to make a difference. Difference? What the elephant is a difference? Forgot what it means. Bye. 

Expect a next post to be different. Bye again. A song.

Sure.

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that's how i feel today. bye.

A Zebra.

I wrote a really long post, but then I realised that I don't like it at all. So it's gone, and now I'm writing something even worse. My brother wants me to mention him in my new (this) post, so here I am, mentioning him and listening to ekv. They're so amazing that is scares me. Or maybe I should have said they were amazing. No, they still are. Their music lives :) Let's get back to Ivan. I don't really know what to write about him and I haven't even heard from him in a few days. Oh god, maybe he died and nobody remembered to tell me :O I hope he didn't. I'll maybe call him later to check if he's still alive. He has a blog, too. It's not as good as mine, but it's ok. Ahahahah, I'm being evil. Kidding, his blog is awesome. Here's the link. I doubt you'll understand anything if you don't speak Serbian, but he has that google translate thing instaled I think, so that might help. He has this weird writing style that may make you thing he's an idiot if you don't know him, but he's actually a very nice person. And he kinda reminds you to a zebra when you get to know him. But really. By the way, you can visit his blog occasionally, but don't do it very often :) I don't want him to have more visitors than I do. Oh, I'm being mean again :evillaugh: I'm gonna go now. And I forgot to tell you thaaat I ordered a veeriiiiii kuuuul book, and can't wait for it to arrive :) Byeeeeee <3 (click on the heart, cliickk on thee heaart! click it!)

Sunshine.

As you see (or don't) I've got a new keyboard. It's awesome, but I still hate my computer. :S I would really like to throw this stupid PC to trash. Not that it's bad or anything, but I really hate Windows. And you will now say why did you buy it then? Well, I was just a stupid kid thinking about playing sims, and I don't even know if a even knew what a Mac is. Ok, I did, but I was just stupid. Not that I'm smarter now, but I guess I just think different. And I want a Mac. There's not a smallest chance I'll get it in the near future, so I can just enjoy being stuck with a stupid Windows OS. One good thing - most of the snow is gone. And today was actually a sunny day :) At least a little bit. Now, I feel like reading Go Ask Alice or something like that. Ajrin lent me The Celestine Prophecy but I haven't finished it yet. It's a pretty good book, but I just can't make myself read it. I don't know why. I'll go look for a Go Ask Alice ebook now, or maybe just watch a movie or something. I've seen Black Swan earlier this day and it's a totally awkward movie, but good. If you have any good movies or books to recommend please do :) See you in the next post. Bye.

keyboard, oh keyboard.

hello again. whats up? yea whatever. if u noticed that im not using capital letters and some other stuff i usually use - thats cuz my keyboard doesnt work and i have to type (if u can even call this typing) on a virtual one by clicking on the letters with my cursor. up until now ive never actually noticed how orgasmically comfortable it is to type with a normal keyboard comparing to this little thing. a real pain in the ass. and excuse me for bad language and spelling errors but im really pissed off right now. this is really damaging my brain, i even started using abbreviations (uggh that is one long word) such as 'u' and stuff like that and i really hate those. my finger is starting to hurt from all this clicking so i think im gonna go now. see you soon, when im using a normal keyboard again :) (oh, a smiley, looks like im making progress)
bye.

Hey you.

Yea, it's me. Who else could it be... It's a new year. Huh.. Happy New year. I guess. It's still covered with snow. I started thinking that it will never go away. Winter. Screw it. I wouldn't mind if it wasn't cold. Yea, but unfortunately it is.

This was this post's song. I've been listening to it a lot lately. I really hate worms. Maybe they're useful for something and I shouldn't hate them because they're li.. I just realsed that I don't hate them, I'm just afraid of them. I guess we think we hate something what we're actually afraid of. Well, I just found out that I don't hate worms, that might be something. But I still wouldn't want to touch one or whatever :S Nevermind, enough about worms. It's funny how I'm kinda angry at my friend, well not really angry but something weird, and she starts talking about these pies that are really easy to eat, at least according to her. Definitely the right thing to say but what do I do? It doesn't really matter, I don't even know why exactly I wrote this. LASDaslkdfjaslefjsl;/.

Farewell.

Yea, whatever.

Hi, it's me again and this time it's winter holiday. You know what does that mean? That means I'm not going to school :) How nice. New year's eve is tomorrow. Christmas is in 7 days or something like that. Or maybe it was five days ago. Depends on you. Me - I'm an atheist. I read somewhere that he was actually born in Spring. That sounds reasonable. Is 'atheist' written with the capital A? I think it is. Ok, then I'm an Atheist. That's weird. Or not. I'll go watch Inception :) I hope it's good.
And you? You go watch this video. It's Alex and Tom. I really like them.. And the song is really good. 

I'd really like some...

...tea. Yeah, tea would be good. Regardless of the fact that there's no tea in the entire house. I always want something I can't get. Well I could just go out and buy some, but I'm lazy. Hate it. I don't really want to write about stupid things like me wanting tea and I even came here with the intention to write about something else, but then I felt like drinking tea and it was gone. The idea was gone. Blame tea. Or just blame my lazy brain. I guess I won't get any tea today.. Some ice-cream would be awesome, too. But I guess I'm not getting any of that either. Haven't had any since September :O I might get an ice-cream tomorrow if I find it anywhere. I'll go get some vitamin C. It might not be good for me to take that much per a day, but I don't care. I asked Google and it turned out you can't overdose by it so nothing can happen to me, I guess. This is getting boring to read isn't it? Who ever said it was ever interesting XD Nevermind. 


Wiedersehen.

Bleach?

We are all born with a colour. Not only one, we're all born with colours. Lots. With life they fade away. We're all becoming whiter and whiter. At the end everyone seems to be white, but only a few remember how being colourful felt like.. Bleach. It's taking your colours away from you and making you be the same as all the others. Falling into a certain stereotype makes you even more faded. Riot. Why don't we just rebel against that stupid bleach thing happening to us? Well, because most people don't even know it's happening. They do, deep iside, but they don't ever think about any stuff that could get them to the conclusion that they're fading away. Even if they did, I don't think they would care, because they are having fun or whatever and most of them don't even care if they're losing the 'don't know how you call it thing'. This is getting pathetic. Nevermind. I want to keep my colours. At least to remember how it was having them if it's not possible to keep them. Lsd? 

I don't want to die all white and washed-out. 

Think about it.

(here's a song for you)

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Thank you Ljubica.

A song was here. Not any more.